Why is darkness so frowned upon? Has no one seen the beauty it beholds in its depth? It is utterly soothing and deeply palatable. Why do we keep battling it? Every one has a dark side that is strong, powerful and all our life we keep fighting to put monster on abeyance, but bits and pieces we keep losing to it anyway. Why not succumb to its majestic power? Why can't we be more open minded towards it? Yes, darkness defines my reality which at its best would definitely make you suffer your worst.
We put up a charade of being normal, because we want to keep our hearts safe, cozy warm in the light, but what's light anyway? Just a softer shade of darkness. And then we suffer trying to convince ourselves that lie told is indeed truth.
There is nothing more comforting and relaxing than darkness. Once you've befriended it, it does miracles. It puts a stop on my constant anxiety to be something more, a halt on my nervousness about not living my life to full.
It flares positivity, by inducing negativity in my perspective. Ever wonder, why can't be at our worst behaviour, when it comes so naturally to us? We are all capable of terrible things. Ever smelled the ashes of burned souls? Ever witnessed the ruins after whirlwind of destruction? Frightening at first, but eventually fills up with an odd sadist satisfaction.
Knowing that I am at my worst, convincing myself it's all I will ever be good for, makes me feel numb, which on days is really blissful. It feels weirdly contented because darkness shucks off unrealistic desires, wishes, hopes, expectations, love- all traumatic traits which has done mankind no good.
Amongst all sorrow, I wander in desperate search for reasons to be gratified about. And that's the only moment I am in present, actually grateful for my existence. I step out in the wind, feel the soil under my feet, the sparkling sunlight on my face, count my breaths and I smile, knowing I am just fine.
Darkness doesn't turn anyone blind, rather it gives new eyes. Some genius rightly said that one needs darkness to look at the stars. Darkness consumed in regrets, stinking of guilt saves you from efforts of stealing other's light knowing it'd be futile, it propels you to ignite it within and that's the real beauty of it.
We put up a charade of being normal, because we want to keep our hearts safe, cozy warm in the light, but what's light anyway? Just a softer shade of darkness. And then we suffer trying to convince ourselves that lie told is indeed truth.
There is nothing more comforting and relaxing than darkness. Once you've befriended it, it does miracles. It puts a stop on my constant anxiety to be something more, a halt on my nervousness about not living my life to full.
It flares positivity, by inducing negativity in my perspective. Ever wonder, why can't be at our worst behaviour, when it comes so naturally to us? We are all capable of terrible things. Ever smelled the ashes of burned souls? Ever witnessed the ruins after whirlwind of destruction? Frightening at first, but eventually fills up with an odd sadist satisfaction.
Knowing that I am at my worst, convincing myself it's all I will ever be good for, makes me feel numb, which on days is really blissful. It feels weirdly contented because darkness shucks off unrealistic desires, wishes, hopes, expectations, love- all traumatic traits which has done mankind no good.
Amongst all sorrow, I wander in desperate search for reasons to be gratified about. And that's the only moment I am in present, actually grateful for my existence. I step out in the wind, feel the soil under my feet, the sparkling sunlight on my face, count my breaths and I smile, knowing I am just fine.
Darkness doesn't turn anyone blind, rather it gives new eyes. Some genius rightly said that one needs darkness to look at the stars. Darkness consumed in regrets, stinking of guilt saves you from efforts of stealing other's light knowing it'd be futile, it propels you to ignite it within and that's the real beauty of it.
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ReplyDeletesomeday,someone will highlight your name in inverted commas mentioning your lines with a caption as(this genius once rightly said that..).
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